Fell in love with this song the first time I heard it, I felt it was only right to give it a finishing touch.
Yesterday I put the barrel to my own head,
But you told me put the gun away,
I didn't answer when you told me that I lost weight,
It's probably cause I run away,
I mean it's not as if I really get ahead,
I'm just soaking in my sweat like I'm running on a treadmill,
The thing with apathy is you don't wanna kill yourself,
Cause that's probably how dead feels,
These past days all I do is write and every verse is better,
So if you're fly then I'm the man that gave the bird its feather,
I swear if life is just a bitch then I'm the first to get her,
But if I'm so fucking dope then why do I feel worse than ever?
Tell me why do I feel hurt with pleasure,
And if you title me a God please reverse the header,
It's like a sickness in my mind, man I feel like I'm designed,
To be full of "I" like I'm about to birth the letter.
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