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1. do you remember those nights in November (in your sweater) [prod. IOF ]

do you remember those nights in November (in your sweater) [prod. IOF ]

mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel Produced by @iofmusic My socials

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2. white oaks

white oaks

all guitar played by me

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3. thought i burned those pictures (prod. Vessels)

thought i burned those pictures (prod. Vessels)

LYRICS: recollections of the past. the obsession of you  in my head. my head's turning. this heartache. feel my capillaries almost bursting. close the flood gates. seal the memories. I thought I burned those pictures last Thursday recollections if our past. the obsession of you and what we had. my head's turning. this heartache. feel my capillaries almost bursting. close the flood gates. I'm drowning. seal the memories of we used to be. I thought I burned those pictures last Thursday Prod- @prodbyvessels Mixing and mastering- @madimarieabel My socials

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5. I WANT U ft MADI MARIE

I WANT U ft MADI MARIE

@*✧♡Madi Marie♡✧*

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7. Self destruction

Self destruction

Lyrics 🖤🖤 I feel like I'm falling back again A depressive state is where my mind has been But im my own self destruction Obsessed repressed with my own compulsions I feel myself becoming numb again I feel myself self corrupting

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8. like a noose (this life) [prod. Sorrow bringer]

like a noose (this life) [prod. Sorrow bringer]

vocals mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel please follow @sorrow_bringer . he makes such beautiful beats and hes so talented. go show him some love

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9. call me up alone (prod. Sid White)

call me up alone (prod. Sid White)

mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel produced by @sidwhiteisdead 🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤 blowin up my phone like u did that night but I can see it that u want me by your side listen to the dial tone I hope you know I'm not pickin up tonight ( ooh) call me up alone even if youre not alright but I don't care I can see thru your disguise call me up alone even if you're dead inside (ooh) I hope you know baby I'm doin just fine (ooh) didn't need u by my side always had my angels on my right (ooh) I know u miss me I can see that shit comin from ur eyes but it's okay baby I kinda like it when u cry (ooh) blowin up my phone like u did that night but I can see it that u want me by your side listen to the dial tone I hope you know I'm not pickin up tonight (ooh) call me up alone (ooh) I'm not pickin up the phone (ooh) call me up alone

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10. MEMENTO MORI Ft. MADI MARIE [PROD. XËNA]

MEMENTO MORI Ft. MADI MARIE [PROD. XËNA]

MY SOCIALS: IG: https://www.instagram.com/killsadist YT:https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vGMkYazvYKs XENA SC: https://soundcloud.com/prodxena IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodxena/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/prodxena/ YT: https://goo.gl/C1RvLU MADI MARIE'S SOCIALS: SOUNDCLOUD: @madimarieabel IG: @dolefuldarlin

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11. heartbreak ft madi marie [prod. xëna]

heartbreak ft madi marie [prod. xëna]

MY SOCIALS: IG: www.instagram.com/killsadist YT:m.youtube.com/watch?v=vGMkYazvYKs XENA SC: @prodxena IG: www.instagram.com/prodxena/ FB: www.facebook.com/prodxena/ YT: goo.gl/C1RvLU

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12. my favs

my favs

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13. youre fading away•°.✧(prod. Newport)

youre fading away•°.✧(prod. Newport)

mixed and mastered by : @madimarieabel produced by: @surrealrecords

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14. youre safe here

youre safe here

💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤 i see you from your face of tears I see you from your face of fear I know a place that's far from here Come take my hand nothing to fear, my dear (oooh)x2 I see your pain eyes like a mirror Can't hide it from me I know when you're near Lets get away I'll save you from here Come take my hand nothing to fear (ooh) x2 I see your face I see the tears I see your face i see the fear I know a place that's far from here Come take my hand nothing to fear, my dear (ooh) x2

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15. grief (prod. Sid White)

grief (prod. Sid White)

this song is about my dad who died June 15th. if any of you have lost a parent or anyone, i hope this song helps you and shows you that you aren't alone. i love you all

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16. Deception

Deception

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 She pulls the wings off from his back He sees beyond her the faith that he had Stuck in time in her hourglass Hypnotized by her eyes she's mad She pulled the wings off from his back He kneels before her he knows it's a trap He sees beyond her the faith that he had The obscure aura as her heart turned black

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17. wish I was smoking w you ft madi marie [prod night anxiety]

wish I was smoking w you ft madi marie [prod night anxiety]

MY SOCIALS: IG: www.instagram.com/killsadist YT:m.youtube.com/watch?v=vGMkYazvYKs MADI MARIE'S SOCIALS: SOUNDCLOUD: @madimarieabel IG: @dolefuldarlin

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18. losing touch (prod. akauk)

losing touch (prod. akauk)

prod by @akuauk mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel LYRICS why am i trying a constant relapse on your love I feel like dying a fainted grasp of what is real and false reality  down the rabbit hole I'm falling someone save me from this pain in which I bleed (ohh) (in which I bleed ) why am i trying a constant relapse on your love I feel like dying a fainted grasp of what is real and false reality   down the rabbit hole I'm falling someone save me from this pain in which I bleed

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19. im just a memory w/ scum (prod. Fanki)

im just a memory w/ scum (prod. Fanki)

I loved doing this collab with @scummusic 💖💖 he's one of my favorite artist ever and I'm so happy to make a song w him. I luv u man((: 💖 ty all for all the support and love!!! you all mean the world to me 💕💕💕💕 produced by @deejay-jayz LYRICS: Madi) dont recall my name. dont recall the memories. dont recall my name, im falling to serenity. dont recall the nights with me. dont recall the memories. dont recall my name (dont) dont recall the memories (dont) dont recall my name (dont) Scum) and its not like you want me, its not like you want that. i try to fight back and i lost. x2 again x2 cuz you wouldnt want me and i wouldnt want me. i am unwanted. now look where were at. were fallin now. the love we built, hit the ground. x2 ill be your memory. im just a memory

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