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1. when shes cutting w/ poppy tears (prod. kuroime)

when shes cutting w/ poppy tears (prod. kuroime)

@lilhappylilsad @poppytears @kuroimetsuyu yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPqGaMUym5U i wake up every morning with a feelin that im drowning in my visions i make money in the present i have nothing thats the reason im still grinding im addicted to the rhyming i make music when im dying so the musics never stopping wanna die when shes cutting i cant stand when shes bloody im in love with the body that my girl treat so badly wanna die when shes cutting i cant stand when shes bloody im in love with the body that my girl treat so badly

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2. swoon. - i'm not okay (ft. poppy tears)

  • Published: 2017-11-21T17:12:19Z
  • By ray
swoon. - i'm not okay (ft. poppy tears)

@swoonraps @poppytears

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3. sink w/ 9TAILS (prod. kuroime)

sink w/ 9TAILS (prod. kuroime)

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s https://soundcloud.com/kuroimetsuyu LYRICS: poppy tears: I’ve had one too many sedatives lil black lungs and my bodies thin put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink it’s been sitting on my mind now its 3am need some amtrip, a smoke and klonopin it’s my only way too cope so I get it in couldn’t tell you where I’ve gone or where I’ve been I’ve had one too many sedatives lil black lungs and my bodies thin put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink 9TAILS: water on my neck like a camelback everything changed round the time I dropped heart attack I can deal with sudden droughts in my happiness but I can’t fuck with repercussions from the loneliness and I can’t deal with all the thoughts inside my skull seeing ghosts, when I smoke, ima die or hit a wall feel fine when I’m up again dying out I’m never getting high again I’m not ever coming by again I will take that to my grave and I will lie in it all the memories that molded me to who I am all the memories went up inside the firepit inside the firepit.. ashes down in the centre of the graveyard all our pictures lying melted in the sim card all our pictures lying melted in the sim card

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5. I make her feel special when I fuck her sober (prod. notmorgn & harvest)

I make her feel special when I fuck her sober (prod. notmorgn & harvest)

see you soon x https://soundcloud.com/notmorgn https://soundcloud.com/harvest LYRICS: I make her feel special when I fuck her sober And you could never know, never know her like I know her she know I move in darker ways stepping on a fucking plane so much on my fucking plate and I just want her up on me bby bite ear and whisper through my pain I want you here, you've been far away I've got passion for you, put it on my name no I wont rest until your up and chained and every night you came it fucking rained played with my blade and watched anime x 2 so whisper through my pain (make her feel special when I fuck her sober) I hear her call my name (make her feel special when I fuck her sober) x 2

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6. whiplash (prod. tothegood)

whiplash (prod. tothegood)

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood/tracks lyrics You don’t wana talk to me like that Told me when I smile I’m still sad It’s like we met ina car crash That first look gave me whiplash I’m cash your plastic Wana know my tactics Record till I’m in my casket I’m up and down your boy been crashing She said hang onto yourself and don’t let go I said I’m not that important and I feel quite alone Now my visions distorted I’m a bit out of tone All these thoughts I’ll deport them into my microphone And you don’t wana talk to me like that Told me when I smile I’m still sad It’s like we met ina car crash That first look gave me whiplash I’m cash your plastic Wana know my tactics Record till I’m in my casket I’m up and down your boy been crashing

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7. healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me

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8. where you go w/ 9TAILS (prod. YungJZA)[visuals in description]

where you go w/ 9TAILS (prod. YungJZA)[visuals in description]

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6bt08gOCHM lyrics: poppy tears: everything is a lie and nothing here is true how I feel inside and what meant to you when I broke my spine I lay inside my room tried to take my life before a flower could bloom where you go when I fell into your heart in a galaxy alone I found your star she said are you with it, I said if you are she be going for my neck like a vampire x 2 my dark red blood drips on your skin my heart holds love just deep within x 2 9TAILS: one side of my pillows always cold cant sleep and i thought you should know summer heat seeps in through the windows 2 o clock and youre still not home 2 o clock and im still heard the ring but i cant find the phone summer heat seeps in through the windows 3 o clock and youre still not home 4 o clock and im in my zone fuck out my room can you please not touch me she said she wanna know how to feel empty if thats the case then just watch me they always want me to meet their friends why would i do that if i dont have any of them i abandoned everyone i dont wanna start again im still learning bout myself so i wont let no body in pour it up roll it up smoke it up drank fade away looking like my eyes sank feeling worse than i look think i might faint feel myself coming down roll some more stank what you mean you cant see me anymore slow it down tell me what you yelling for say to quit i think i might just roll some more 3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

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9. aching - ft. poppy tears (prod. syndrome)

  • Published: 2018-03-23T03:35:58Z
  • By two:22
aching - ft. poppy tears (prod. syndrome)

My heart’s been aching, slowly breaking Be here waiting, lonely fading Said forever, you said never Wish we could just be together Always lost, I’m led astray And now I’m found in disarray I’m burnin down through everyday Yeah, I’m the one to disobey Losin my thought Yeah, it make me feel lost when I come and hear the shots I’m running with no exhaust Yeah, I’m coming for the spot And I’m colder than the frost So I hope you not forgot Yeah I hope you not forgot wanna hurt me, understand They seem to need the upper hand I'll show you how I will expand They shake their heads like its unplanned Keep on going, get whats wanted Bleed until the blood is clotted By these dreams, I think I’m haunted Tied me up, fastened, and knotted

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10. October 17 w/ 4ever Falling & poppy tears (prod. lilhappylilsad)

October 17 w/ 4ever Falling & poppy tears (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@4ever-falling @lilhappylilsad @poppytears prod+mix: lil happy lil sad cover art: @coverartplug (instagram) 4ever falling: i keep on thinking bout the things you've said n how youve hurt me i keep on thinking bout the scars you've made n how it taught me not to listen to a thing you say if we're gonna last and to forget about the things I've listened to in the past i keep on trying to forget what you've told me i keep on trying not to cry when you hold me i keep on trying to stay strong when I'm lonely but im dying on the inside like the old me lil happy lil sad: im waking up n i break down drugs up my nose n i go numb I'm off the dope like all the the time i feel I'm slowly going dumb pick me up when im fallin I'll pay u back when I'm balling don't wanna die but death is calling u know how i am i go all in i know i shatter to pieces smokin some weed as im weeping smoking the weed like i need it i try to live ion feel it seems like I'm rather in pieces than tryna work on my issues I'm second guessing my feelings im not even sure if I'm living poppy tears maybe soon

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11. falling w/ poppy tears & 4ever falling (prod. lilhappylilsad)

falling w/ poppy tears & 4ever falling (prod. lilhappylilsad)

lil happy lil sad: all my friends have fun im nothin i got fans but they dont love me all around the world im poppin i dont care cause i am falling all my friends are gone im nothing take my hand and say u love me all around my fans are cuttin i dont care cause i am falling - poppy tears - 4ever falling: got me up all night i cant help but hate myself I'm sorry I don't treat u right i wish u didn't blame yourself i wish that i could just die pop some pills n vanish everything is hurting cutting's just another habit life's so fucking tough n i've fucking had enough why stay alive when i just wanna fucking die i stay alive for u u dont do shit for me i know u need me i dont wanna leave u lonely lil happy lil sad: baby i love u, i hate that i do drugs in my body, help me get thru tellin my stories, waiting for u makin some music, when im alone

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12. looking for a light that doesn't fade w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. offline x 1800entity)

looking for a light that doesn't fade w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. offline x 1800entity)

https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad https://soundcloud.com/1800entity https://soundcloud.com/coffin/tracks lyrics: I been looking for a light that doesn't fade I been cooling in the night with my blade she asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight I said I'm here now but she said its too late all the fucking time that I went and put to waste never knew it happened no I never left a trace cause it's all gotta change one day but for now it stays the same I've been slowing down my heart rate and numbing out the aches cause it's all gotta change one day but for now its all the same I've been slowing down my heart rate I been numbing out my aches lil happy lil sad: baby girl i feel alone i been thinkin bout u when im low i feel like ive lost everything i feel like i am dead within baby girl i feel alone i make it worse when i am smoking dope i feel like ive lost everything im crying with lil sedative tn8 girl i never feel at home im acting strong but i just cant go on i wish that i could make u see i wish that you could make me feel again oooo i feel so lonely oooo i feel alone

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13. see it all w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. poppy tears)

see it all w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. poppy tears)

production/guitar/cover art - poppy tears featuring my boy - https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad ♡ lyrics ♡ poppy tears: write songs just to get me through the day black lungs, cold heart, too cold to play on my tongue that weight dissolves away if Im wrong i'll jump off that highway she hmu wana talk about feelings but I numb it up till I don't fucking feel them tell me world have I succeeded tryna keep it inside will I conceal it she wants to see it all even a place I hold my secrets she wants to see it all even a place I hold my demons she hmu wana talk about feelings I numb em up till I don't fucking feel them tell me world have I succeeded tryna I keep it inside will I conceal it she wants to see it all even a place I hold my secrets she wants to see it all even a place I hold my demons write songs just to get me through the day black lungs, cold heart, too cold to play on my tongue that weight dissolves away if Im wrong i'll jump off that highway lil happy lil sad: shes always there when i need her shes always there when im breaking down i never kept any secrets she know my demons inside out i let her in on everything if people knew i know theyd run she hit my phone but i let it ring i dont want to let her down not today, not again rollin up, for the pain people caused me, in the past people hurt me, made it last have to work now everyday and i work hard till im paid wanna help you help myself girl i might just kill myself

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14. NEVERMIND EP (prod. killedmyself)- w/ lil lotus, scum, lil happy lil sad, YungJZAisDead & Lowly

NEVERMIND EP (prod. killedmyself)- w/ lil lotus, scum, lil happy lil sad, YungJZAisDead & Lowly

thank you https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself https://soundcloud.com/lilxlotus https://soundcloud.com/scummusic https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty TRACKLIST: 00:12 - Cant sleep w/ Lil Lotus 02:26 - Walk away interlude 03:45 - Make me numb w/ lil happy lil sad 05.58 - Staying home interlude 06.40 - Honest w/ scum 09.25 - Dose 11:27 - Blink 182 interlude 12:15 - Crying on the phone 14:00 - Black Skies w/ YungJZAisDead 17:15 - The End 20:03 - BONUS TRACK - 40 years from now by Lowly God 22:51 - Outro - Moe suicide skit

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15. poppy tears x lil happy lil sad - make me numb(prod. killedmyself)

poppy tears x lil happy lil sad - make me numb(prod. killedmyself)

@poppytears @lilhappylilsad @killedmyself poppy tears: I told you its in your head you never believed what I said but I knew you never would yeah I knew you never would And now Im gone now Im gone now Im gone you can play my fucking songs x 2 no the boy cant do it wrong x 2 when you left me that day now look who Ive become look who Ive become x 2 please just make me numb x 2 lil happy lil sad: pls jus make me numb no i told u it's in my head when i drown and i drop down dead i got loud n i put that in my brain i got loud jus to numb the fucking pain i cant breath girl i cant get out of bed i cant breath i cant get u out my head i cant feel baby stab me till im dead stop talkin cant remember what you said

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16. TASTE MY TEARS (prod. stream_error)

TASTE MY TEARS (prod. stream_error)

https://soundcloud.com/stream_error ☆ ♡ free xmas download ♡ ☆ TASTE MY TEARS FULL EP LYRICS Track one – taste my tears You never even told me you were there we stood so close but you didn’t hear get lost in flows then disappear she likes my clothes I like my gear Would you hold my hand and taste my tears in sinking sand I stand my dear been thinking and its all come clear I’m in that car but I can’t steer No, no I’m on the road alone No, no I’m in the car alone Swerving down the same road too many times Ion really wana say it never said goodbye and now I’m here on the other side still the same world just a different time You never even told me you were there we stood so close but you didn’t hear get lost in flows then disappear she likes my clothes I like my gear Would you hold my hand and taste my tears in sinking sand I stand my dear been thinking and its all come clear I’m in that car but I can’t steer Track two – last day Just know I’d wait for you girl But I won’t wait for this world x 2 Ion wana see time fade away tryna live out a dream before I hit my grave will you be there till my final day sick to my stomach putting time to waste I was there when you missed that train cold kiss and a heart that can’t refrain got you falling weak with melodies just another one caught in my brain Ion wana see time fade away tryna live out a dream before I hit my grave will you be there till my final day sick to my stomach putting time to waste Just know I’d wait for you girl But I won’t wait for this world x 2 Track three – Receptors I waste time thinking about death cause I can’t overcome it smoked out stuck inside my reflection I neck a norflex to relieve the tension I feel it hit upon my fucking receptors Filling out my wish list gone all December You wonder why the pain you wonder why I came you wonder why I’m waking up at night to fill my… Ion shoot up it gets chewed up in my bloodstream ion feel so screwed up I miss that touch, I see it all rust time passes still lust for that love.. Track four - missed calls and chemicals I’ve been far from home, I’m out the country when you hit my phone But when the stars align I can’t turn my eyes I think I waste time and nothing feels alright I been far away from home I been up and all alone she been blowing up my phone I’ll be blowing up and she know it I run it with the flow, ima take it and I go no you never knew me then so don’t act like you do yeh I told you I would do it, do it better than before the chemicals are numbing but won’t open up a door yeh I missed your call I was off the chemicals x 2 Wake up, fuck up, better dead make up, nails, kiss my neck bleeding out, pretty dress ima fuck up, fuck my head x 2 And I’ve been far from home, I’m out the country when you hit my phone But when the stars align I can’t turn my eyes I think I waste time and nothing feels alright

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17. until we decay w/ 9TAILS (prod. teen pregnancy)

until we decay w/ 9TAILS (prod. teen pregnancy)

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s https://soundcloud.com/teenpregnancy ☆ LYRICS ☆ Poppy Tears: under her skin like the ink on my arm cold where I’ve been I’ve got a broken heart ten sedatives slow down I’m gone she’s the one I’m with she’s the one I want I don’t wana ever take you for granted when I’m coming down you’re the one who helps me manage heart so pure I don’t mean to enchant it and when I’m fucked up girl your so understanding I can’t fall asleep and I want it change lost in this world I’ll help us find a way it’s a gift and a curse and I’ve been led astray I know that it hurts I’m here till we decay 9TAILS: too many nights I’ve spent on my floor I don’t know where to go my mind is slipping from my reach and its shows my whole family see’s I’m not really me anymore too many times I just fall asleep -getting stoned break away, days come and they go loves fades, plans change and lose hope fucked up and useless and its shows, people change but I know that I wont love me just like you used to I’ll be just like I used to mornings, wake up around noon body wrapped up against you

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18. losing it all w/ Poppy Tears (prod. lilhappylilsad)

losing it all w/ Poppy Tears (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @poppytears i think about you when im smoking my dope when i need you the most will u hit up my phone girl cause sometimes im just losing it all i cant hide it from you and it just feels so wrong girl i dont wanna scare you off girl i want u here and i want u to like me i dont wanna scare you off girl im such a mistake and i need you to love me poppy tears: you've been on mind like 24/7 when I wake up beside you girl I think Im in heaven and when Im inside you, all the pain falls away long blonde hair, blue eyes, I escape and you take care of me when slumped I've got a bleeding heart and it stopped for once I stood on a cliff and thought I'd jump you made me step back cause I wanted your love ♡

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19. fuck views I just want tattoos (prod. lilhappylilsad)

fuck views I just want tattoos (prod. lilhappylilsad)

produced - https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad ♦︎ lyrics ♦︎ fuck views I just want tattoos never knew what it turned into I waited after class to talk to you and know we’re smoking gas in my bedroom x 2 don’t need my number just come on over remember summer and now it’s frozen Just take me back too those long days I never had you… it didn’t matter It comes and goes those highs and lows my mind won’t close no shut down mode

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