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1. A Lost Promise

A Lost Promise

prod/mix/master by me 𝗟𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀: Is anyone out there? I promised if I made it out, I’d find love again I won’t forget the life we’ve lived We’ll never get back the time spent I won’t pretend I’ll find love again I faked a smile and found the end I’m tired of all the doubt The broken promises Don't know if I’ll ever make her proud I’m sorry my life’s a mess I’m trying to make it out But something pulls me in I never know how to find myself I’m sorry I can't commit I won't trust ever again Was I the cause of this? I want to know what I did to ruin this I’d love to find the reason I exist Just tell me if the lies will end I’m tired of all the doubt The broken promises Don't know if I’ll ever make her proud I’m sorry my life’s a mess I’m trying to make it out But something pulls me in I never know how to find myself I’m sorry I can't commit I won't trust ever again Was I the cause of this?

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2. Missing Your Wake

Missing Your Wake

Rest in peace mom ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝗟𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀: So what’s next? To let myself go? Life closed the stretch of that road I could have been there in the end, but selfishness left me alone I’ve dropped a lot of my hopes No home, and nowhere to go Tried not to stress, but now you're dead and buried How could I have known the end of your life would that sudden? I felt so attacked I’m caving in Might fade away just to escape what I know But that’s how we die, and it’s sad Forget all the plans that we had I’m caving in Might fade away just to escape what I know What's next? To let myself go? Life closed the stretch of that road I could have been there in the end, but selfishness left me alone I’ve dropped a lot of my hopes No home, and nowhere to go Tried not to stress, but now you're dead and buried How could I have known? ("I know when I said goodbye to him, that it wasn't goodbye forever When I see him again he won't be in pain, and he won't be weak") But that’s how we die, and it’s sad Forget all the plans that we had I’m caving in Might fade away just to escape what I know Produced, mixed & mastered by me Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MjAK_O9ux6Y&feature=youtu.be

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3. 48 Days (feat. Shae Delea)

48 Days (feat. Shae Delea)

Produced, mixed & mastered by: @shaedelea Fake lights say our lives won’t be forgotten the moment we've fallen. Why waste our time? Knowing the options you still circle all this. I’ve failed to see the beauty in between the lines provide for me. I ignored the signs to leave. I’ve tried to ease the struggles mentally, but end up hiding all the signs again until it leaves. How can I love myself again? I ask the same thing every night. How can I love myself again? I asked again just hoping I could obtain an answer. Please, can something help me see how I can live a stable life without this will to leave? It’s a hopeless dream buried underneath the line of problems that are carried through the cracks & seams. How can I love myself again? I ask the same thing every night. How can I love myself again? I asked again just hoping I could obtain an answer. Please, can you just let me sleep? A sinking ship without relent while I suppress these things. This disbelief prevents a state of grief that wastes away my time to break the lines that stain my streets. Fake lights say our lives won’t be forgotten the moment we've fallen. Why waste our time? Knowing the options you still circle all this. How can I love myself again? I ask the same thing every night. How can I love myself again?

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4. Angela

Angela

in loving memory of my mother angela ⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝗟𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀: For all the lies you would believe; you lost what I'd let use my trust for these wrongful lines. I couldn't see the cost and the headache it took to leave. The weight on my chest and roads that ended made me regret my disbelief. These days with no rest made me desperate. Opiates let me get to sleep. For all the lies you would believe; you lost what I'd let use my trust for these wrongful lines. I couldn't see the cost and the headache it took to leave. Lost in my head shaking thoughts that I've let take all that was left until you couldn't breathe. Cut off from my meds in a loft with no bed I'd hope for the best but never sleep. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ prod @stream_error & myself ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ mix/master by me

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5. i'll be happy for you (feat. Shae Delea)

  • Published: 2019-08-20T08:28:27Z
  • By fudasca
i'll be happy for you (feat. Shae Delea)

i promise i'll be happy for you and him

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6. The Vein in Black

The Vein in Black

Produced, mixed & mastered by me ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝗟𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀: I watched it fall away again. I’m tired, so why should I pretend I’m over it? Fuck it, I’m fine. I’ll act like it hasn't been on my mind. I don't know why I tried to hide from lies. I thought that I could have a stable life again. I’m playing blank cassettes. I know you remember the time I said “what the fuck do you want from me?” off the meds. But then I was left with a lie. You said you would be mine. Look behind misguided eyes, I left everything I had that night. You called me just to invite me back to that city and leave behind the new life I liked, so I said goodbye. I took my car, I knew it wasn't right. I let regrets surrounding my head fall again. All I wanted, then, was to make amends. It was only months before I watched it end. Remember that note that I left for you? Desperate, I just needed help, but you decided to vanish. Well, fuck you too. I was homeless and left to move. Abusing a drug that fucked up my head until I overdosed again. I know you remember the time I said “what the fuck do you want from me?” off the meds. I’m over it. Fuck it, I’m fine. I’ll act like it hasn't been on my mind. My last cry for help.

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7. Letter from a Crow

Letter from a Crow

Produced, mixed & mastered by me 𝗟𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀: I wish the time we spent didn’t slip by as quick as it did Now I live my life with a fake smile and chase highs again Watching life pass me by I wish I had one last goodbye “I’m alright, I'll be fine” That’s a lie, you know I’m dead inside If nothing ever lasts, what’s the point of finding happiness? I’ll never have you back and that’s a life I’d rather never live I wish the time we spent didn’t slip by as quick as it did Now I live my life with a fake smile and chase highs again All the fights, every lie... Can I take back all the spite? I can try to find the light But without you I’m still dead inside If nothing ever lasts, what’s the point of finding happiness? I’ll never have you back and that’s a life I’d rather never live I wish the time we spent didn’t slip by as quick as it did Now I live my life with a fake smile and chase highs again I wish the time we spent didn’t slip by as quick as it did Now I live my life with a fake smile and chase highs again

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8. Cracks in the Mirror

Cracks in the Mirror

Produced, mixed & mastered by me ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝗟𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀: I lost myself and wasn't seeing it through The fever that grew, I dreamed it was you I stopped and fell into a sea of abuse The fever that grew, I dreamed it was you Forgot the help that I’d known and lost myself without hope I lost myself and wasn't seeing it through The fever that grew, I dreamed it was you I stopped and fell into a sea of abuse The fever that grew, I dreamed it was you I want to stay but I know our days are numbered I’ve lost all hope I’m haunted by this mess and just want to know what's next I long for what is left but I just need some rest I watched the light turn red but crossed despite their death I’m constantly obsessed I lost myself and wasn't seeing it through The fever that grew, I dreamed it was you

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9. Saiaku

Saiaku

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10. A Moon Without the Sun

A Moon Without the Sun

Produced, mixed & mastered by me ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝗟𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀: I cope alone again hoping I can get away from it I say I’ll quit but honestly it never ends She watched as I would fall again I know the hope can lend help to grow from this I hate the sickness made of it I know I’m meant for more than this, but drowning helps me just forget the past that I regret Holding onto what was left until I lost myself again I’m dwelling over words unsaid I cope alone again hoping I can get away from it I say I’ll quit but honestly it never ends She watched as I would fall again I know the hope can lend help to grow from this I hate the sickness made of it I know I’m meant for more than this but I’ve been feeling so misled I’m walking on an edge trying not to drown again I was hanging by a thread holding on to what was left

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11. how to kill an angel (feat shae delea & thomas reid)

  • Published: 2019-07-20T22:20:22Z
  • By Le Play
how to kill an angel (feat shae delea & thomas reid)

ft @shaedelea @thomasreid

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12. Plie À Nouveau

Plie À Nouveau

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13. North of Lake Willow

North of Lake Willow

prod/mix/master by me l𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀: can i spend the night here? another day feared how did i fall over the ledge? changed into someone i’m not but is all this my fault? now that you’ve left i don’t know how to move on can i spend the night here? another day feared i followed what i saw would hurt but then asked “can i spend the day here?” another night feared you followed what you saw would turn against you will i see through all the lies? how else will i find the light? i’ll take the fall for you and then try to remember the cause but is all of this just stuck in my head? is it the substance’s fault? can i spend the night here? another day feared i followed what i saw would hurt but then asked “can i spend the day here?” another night feared you followed what you saw would turn against you will i see through all the lies? how else will i find the light?

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14. Ivory Deathbed

Ivory Deathbed

i’m lost in the realm of what i thought was my getaway you fought to get out before my eyes how could i ever stay? i’ve torn us apart the mess it caused forced me to run away i know that i’m far from every scar how could it end this way? what have i become? so far gone from the flood if only i could go back to what i thought never was i thought this would help but what i’ve done won’t recover me i’ve wondered around but i’m still lost how could i run away? i’ll try and restart but i still want to fix what i’ve thrown away but look where we are it’s too far gone to try and fix anyway what have i become? so far gone from the flood if only i could go back to what i thought never was i tried to keep you awake but now you’re gone again your eyes won’t open i hate to say this never ends prod/mix/master by me

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15. SHAE DELEA - A LOST PRMOISE [FLIP]

  • Published: 2019-11-27T23:53:28Z
  • By brenton
SHAE DELEA - A LOST PRMOISE [FLIP]

original song: https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/a-lost-promise covert art: she delea

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