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1. bitter pill

bitter pill

i accidentally deleted all of my ultrabeat samples so i ended up using a restoration hardware box and some mini maracas i found under my bed for the beat im deaaad does anyone want to send me a drumkit folder or buy me a drumset pls need to talk? instagram.com/bianca.jpeg - do what u say u will i should really take my own advice like i bit a bitter pill shouldve learned made the same mistake twice had a feeling i was a fool now i know its true!! the kind of bitterness i just can't shake someone help me get rid of this aftertaste forget the love i used to give and send condolences to all my pride the truth is hard to swallow its alright just another thorn in my side had a feeling it wasnt u now i know its true NOTHING MATTERS ANYWAY (TBH) someone help me get rid of this aftertaste -- video: https://youtu.be/x1EY6KlOkJ0 // written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo

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2. shouldn't you be doing something too?

shouldn't you be doing something too?

stripped version: https://soundcloud.com/biancamp3/shouldnt-you-be-doing-something-too-stripped-91218-441-pm tell me things are gonna be ok one more time always feel like i’m going the wrong way just cause you push it out of your head doesn't mean it’s not there tell me not to worry one more time mom’s asking what i’m gonna do my sister’s telling me i’m screwed shouldn’t you be doing something too? shouldn’t you be doing something? sometimes i think i’m better in my head anamorphic daydreaming instead about living in a pretty place darling not a pretty price to pay baby get your act together it's a cold cruel world out there! mom’s asking what i’m gonna do my sister’s telling me im screwed shouldnt you be doing something too? shouldnt you be doing something? written + recorded by bianca ocampo produced by bianca ocampo and josh frazier (https://soundcloud.com/boyjosha)

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3. bane's world - drowsy

bane's world - drowsy

when you look in my eyes, it breaks all my bones video: https://youtu.be/0kBtvg5gdg0 all sounds made by me *original song* by https://soundcloud.com/banes-world https://soundcloud.com/banes-world/drowsy-demo

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4. the marías - i don't know you

the marías - i don't know you

aw man....... 1:25:18, 4.17 AM video: https://youtu.be/3En7YpyAm6g recorded + produced by bianca ocampo *original song* by https://soundcloud.com/themarias https://soundcloud.com/themarias/i-dont-know-you-1

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5. clairo - flamin hot cheetos

clairo - flamin hot cheetos

lolololofififi

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6. 1234, Feist

1234, Feist

Bit rough cover of 1234 by feist.

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7. 4AM

4AM

i'd like to thank my mom for her guitar, my uncle for logic pro, my dad for my keyboard, and yfbmh video: https://youtu.be/3UjT-3qN3-4 // written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo

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8. beabadoobee - bobby (12:8:18, 1.08 AM)

beabadoobee - bobby (12:8:18, 1.08 AM)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5zxNC7-Jys roomie wasn't here tonight so i got to record :) original song by https://soundcloud.com/beabadoobee

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9. face wants

face wants

face wants - a concept i learned about in class that led to a lot of self reflection and synths // impostor syndrome strikes again looks like everybody wants to be your friend but when the curtains close do you even know where you will go? feeling so alone secretly sleepwalk in the light you found shelter in the shadow of your mind shapeshift to fit inside a framework that you like feeling lost inside what do you want me to be i think i might lose myself if you don't choose yeah i've been waiting for you a beacon in the night some semblance of a sign i'd give it all sometimes to know what's waiting for you self-made distraction traps you in how do you know that you are meant to be just this? you seek a sense of validation from a screen do they know you're who you want yourself to be? do you know you're who you want yourself to be? what do you want me to be i think i might lose myself if you don't choose yeah i've been waiting for you a beacon in the night some semblance of a sign i'd give it all sometimes to know what's waiting for you - "face wants" is an ode to myself about a concept i learned about in class. if i remember correctly, there are two types of face and one of them is called positive face, which refers to our desire for praise and approval from others. face wants is the idea that we want other people to fulfill our face so we can feel validated, and we do many things to protect or save face, or how we appear to others. when i was making “face wants” i thought a lot about how social media is an outlet where we can inflate our self-image and portray the person that we want to be. it can be very confusing to figure out who you are, especially when you’re young and bombarded with messages we find on the internet about who we should like, where we should be, what we should look like and what we should be doing. it made me reflect about my relationship with social media and how sometimes i find myself "shapeshifting to fit inside a framework" that i like, which is, a lot of the time, not the greatest thing for one’s mental health. using instagram as a mirror or a tool for approval can be damaging and is something i’m still working on. since a lot of my music is kind of slow and mellow, i thought it would be an interesting juxtaposition to pair a modern-day concept like social media with an energetic ‘80s new wave vibe, a genre i hold dear to my heart because of my parents and their love for it. // written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo http://instagram.com/bianca.jpeg/ http://www.youtube.com/user/ocampobianca http://urbanationmusic.bandcamp.com/

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10. second act lovesong

second act lovesong

caught the post-concert love bug ...... lame... -- i've never wanted more than to be the one you adore everyone acts so different but they're all the same sweat dripping on your white shirt calluses on your fingers and when you look my way that's when i wake i'm alone i'll never know you outside your shows but maybe if i wait you'll see my face things could change sweat dripping on your white shirt calluses on your fingers and when you start to play the night away you sing my name // written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo i tried reuploading better quality but one of the audio files is now corrupted and some others are missing so this is the best you'll get srry ): rip

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11. yesteryear

yesteryear

i was sick when i woke up the morning after new years (if u couldnt already tell by my voice) n it made me simpy so i wrote this. what a way to start 2018 if you need a friend: instagram.com/bianca.jpeg video: https://youtu.be/Uh0vccKt7pA -- i woke up today i thought i felt okay so i asked myself the question i ask every damn day and i don't know why but the answer's still the same same conversations same complications every day every day it's been a long year but i'm still trying to leave it behind once heartfelt occasions leave little abrasions on my mind and i don't know why i insist on keeping them safe these yellowed images empty promises burned in my brain burned in my brain // written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo

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12. lorde - writer in the dark

lorde - writer in the dark

1:16:18, 2.23 AM cover art is a photograph by mehdi lacoste for roberta einer

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13. KT tunstall - suddenly i see

KT tunstall - suddenly i see

i know my guitar is always out of tune

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14. Flightless Bird, American Mouth by Iron & Wine

Flightless Bird, American Mouth by Iron & Wine

as requested by: annabelle guitar credits: jami fidelino (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqHx7XB2h_M) main vocals are one take bc im l a z y

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15. the smiths - there is a light that never goes out

the smiths - there is a light that never goes out

i left my mic at home so i recorded this w my earphones mic and honestly i do not hear much of a difference so i m selling my mic who wants it

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16. fine

fine

wish you knew that you'd make it out of this all the good times that you feel you should miss stop believing that you're not deserving of them don't you cry cause you're not the mess you see in the mirror like a sad shell of who you wish you were i know you feel like you’ve lost yourself but you’re fine cause the earth will continue to spin and the birds will continue to sing when the sun comes up, you'll do the same cause you’re fine when you’re sad and all alone in your bed and you can’t shake off those thoughts in your head just remember you've always been bigger than this you'll be fine when you’re down and drowning in your shame and bad habits seem to keep calling your name just remember you're not the one to blame it's alright cause the earth will continue to spin and the birds will continue to sing when the sun comes up, you'll do the same cause you’re fine ​ // written, recorded + produced by bianca ocampo

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17. bizarre love triangle

bizarre love triangle

https://soundcloud.com/biancamp3/new-order-bizarre-love-triangle recorded + produced by bianca ocampo

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